could it just happen again

now my things is getting much more complicated then i though

i have no idea what just happen in my relationship problem

is getting very complicated

what just happen between us

since yesterday after my cell group meeting

she has stop replied my message

after i reach home

i tried to call her again

but she didn't pick the call

i was thinking

"what did i done to her? "

eventhough i didn't do anything wrong

but i just sms her by saying tht

"if i done something wrong, pls forgive me... i'm sorry"

but my cell phone just remain un-rung

after that just happen

my mood just went down like an arrow

 during midnight

i was watching FIFA game between England and Algeria

while i was watching the game

i took that chance to try to make myself drunk

but i just manage to drink 1 can of carlsberg

i also serve it with nuts

i go have a look in the mirror

my face was red and also fill with pimples

i was shock to look at my those pimples

it happen cause i had cut down the washing face activity during the morning

from now on

i must be hardworking to wash my face everyday

back to the topic

when i wanna to have a sleep cause tht time is about 3.15am already

but i just couldn't sleep because of the message thing

i just turn on my phone's music and listen

after i listen some few song

i manage to sleep

i sleep until 11 something

i though everything will just when back to normal

but i couldn't though that

it is still the same

my phone just remain silent

nt even a single message from her for the whole day today

nt a single vibration or message ringtone rang from my phone

then i think

" am i very annoying to you? "

then i think that shall i stop sms-ing you for some moment?

now i just started stop sms her for a moment

nowadays my life is just too bored

holidays even make me more bored then normal

i just hope that everything can just when back to normal quickly

i'm sick of these things already

i just hope that everything just back to normal

pray that God will settle this things quickly

so that these things won't effect my education and studies in school

i know that God is always there for us if there is any trouble came to us

that's all for today

good night

Misunderstood her

the previous pose i did say tht she didn't reply me all those stuff right?

i just found out tht

i was wrong

i just tht she gt her some problems

and i just forgive her instead

hahas... what a bang

she also just came back from a trip

luckily she came back in safe n sound

and i also bought her a Hello Kitty soft toys at leisure mall

i haven collect it cause i just gave the deposit for it

i will take it at Saturday

hope she like's it

well... nothing much to say here...

just try to make it understand the things better only

tht's all

i'm happy what i have now

im going to end the talking now

byebye

The 1st birthday present since 7 years old

This year i have a wonderful birthday surprise from my friends

for so many years i didn't get present

this year i can't expect that i can get a wonderful present

is a racket and a badminton bag

they bought the racket about RM100 to 200 ++ 

then it comes with a badminton bad that cost RM60 +

this is the set of badminton i get

is apacs

what a nice racket that i keep wishing that to have one

well.. it looks like a attack type racket

but my friend say is a defensive type
so know i got 2 defense racket plus my old one

 but i'm still happy with it

i want to say thanks for all those have shared the money to buy this racket

i will appriciated it

thanks guys

i will always rmb that what you all had done from me

i learned many things from you all

i happy to have you become the part of my friends

hope tht you all can stay together as friends

love you guys

ok that's it for today

more interesting post will be post soon

byebye

Education or Relationship

well... many things happen at school and my life too....

exam just over today...

it should be happy for everybody for us...

but i didn't feel any happiness or fun feeling in my heart

maybe is because of her attitude that makes me dull...

ISH.. that was sucks man....

this is shouldn't be happening in me

but i just couldn't control my feelings about her

i'm just lost in anything

i did find some friends to help me in it...

thanks for those helping me in it...

i'm glad that i have all of you...

actually am i that sucks?

what makes people think of i'm that... sucks?

i know that i'm childish

but i'm trying to improve myself in anything of my weakness

one of my friends said

looking isn't the most important...

the important thing is the way you treat her

actually is very hard to find a suitable girl

for some people

nowadays i don't know what had happen to her...

keep un-reply me at all since exam starts

and today at tuition time

i just can't stand it

just grab my phone and sms her

but surprisingly

she did reply me back

i said "exam is over already, can sms?"

then she replied "cannot"

i replied her again say why?

then my phone just remain silent

i was just thinking

"did i do something wrong to her or what?"

i was so hurt about it 

and it makes me sometimes so emotional at school...

my friend ask me to find her at a suitable time and talk to her

not that i wasn't dare

i just... i don't know what to say when i'm facing her

sometimes i look at her

i'm speechless for some moment

now i lost in this thing

i tried to stop thinking bout it and stay away from it

but it just came to my mind instantly

so i will try to find someday to have a talk with her by face to face

hope that all the things will be fine

let the God let my way...

see ya