my feelings to her now become shallow and shallower

Nowadays i dunno wad happen to me...

i mean in relationship...

last time i like very like her tht everyday makes me wan to "gao bai" to her

means say i love u to her like dis... 

nt all of my frens know who i like...only some of my frens had know who i like...

dis year my feelings to her is totally different... i have no idea why? 

i fell tht nt juz dis year... i think i have started dis kind of feeling since last year...

my heart juz slowly flowing away all de feeling

i mean love feeling...

erm... actually i doesn't want to get date also...

nt tht im fat or other weak points i have..

 i juz dunno how to take care someone tht i love

and im stress in my studies too...

especially dis year... coz PMR... @@

if i going to date now...

i will hurt myself and someone's feeling...

is very hurt...

so i will try to maintain dis year...

try nt to start a relationship wif someone...

nt mean tht i will nvr date.. i will

but in future... but no one knows about out future...

only God know our future...

so i juz let God decide wad shall i do...

tht's all for today...

more new blog will be updated...

byebye