爱情的魔力

这是我第一次用华语写blog

请多多自教

其实我写只个blog 是关于我和她的事情

还用惯于爱的事情

经过这么多的事情发身了

我终于想开了

虽然她都不喜欢我

我都不解以

应为我都只到爱情是不可面抢的

我懂她已经喜欢别的人

我懂我自己不会好到那里

应为我又肥， 又不够帅，又不是很厉害在学业

更加的是我不会照顾和聊解一个人的心里的想法

我已为爱情是我爱你-你爱我吧了

我先在已经只到设么是爱

爱一个人有多的理由

我决的最重要的是两对方是很踏配的

爱一个人不知是要对方漂亮

是决的她很自得报护

看到让人欺负 心里会绝的很心痛

那是我的想法

我不懂我的朋友当爱情是设么

觉得她很寂寞？当一场游戏？还是贪新鲜？

我不懂啦

其是我很想问他们很久了

但是我不敢问他们

费事为了之个问题难后跟他们的女朋友或男朋友分手

等下他们非常的讨厌我

我不懂啦

我本身有时觉的爱情非常的复杂

好才到先在我还没跟任何人谈恋爱过

有的话   我会失去了一个好朋友 

其是单身的朋友也是蛮好的

有时我会想到但身必较好

应为会绝的更多自由和少一点烦脑的事情

你们认为呢？

那是我的意见，很多人有不同的想法

当我写完了己个blog

我整个人很轻松了 

之间事我没跟任和人讲过的

除了神，耶稣

我非常的感谢神

她让我想开了很多事情

尤其是爱情的事

我一路写blog，一路想应该要写设么字

我好像写了作业当我写自个blog

好吧  我已经写够了

我决的很满意和我自己写过设么

好了  我要睡觉了

晚安咯 

拜拜

decided who to choose but becomes bad in sudden

finally i have decided who to choose

i have pass through many stages to decided who to choose...

i dunno la.... for me...

she just perfect for me...

almost in everything...

but i felt that there's a gap between us...

i dunno what is she thinking bout me...

friends or what?

urghh....

nowadays i dunno... when i call her..

she refuse to answer the call..

i just wanna to say happy CNY to her and ask her how is she right now...

i can't understand why she does that...

when i ask her why she didn't pick up my call...

she remain un-reply

i was thinking... did i done something wrong to her...?

she only reply some comments when a few ppl has written their comments

i mean on facebook...

until now... she also refuse to answer my phone

felt so dissapointed with myself

attitude, looking, style

all sucks..

there's nothing perfect in myself..

rather then just know how to play a violin

so what?

can attract more girls in my life?

once i play... ppl say...

so LC there..

so what's the point of playing violin...

violin is also not my favourite hobby

just spend my time on weekends..

that was what i think

while i was writing this blog..

i was serving myself with carlsberg...

i dunno... just suddenly want to drink alcohol...

and also to my songs...

ish...

feel annoying on my life

everytime i saw her on facebook..

i was thinking... what should i do on her facebook?

spam comment? ignore? stare at her pictures?

urghh... like a decision to death...

i have no idea what to do everytime i view her facebook

not i duwan to stop that..

i just can't control myself from viewing her facebook...

Oh God... pls help me in this...

i just hope that tml friday's cells can settle my problem

ok... i felt enough writting my stories now...

that's all for today...

byebye

boring n bz CNY

Chinese New Year had reach liao eh...

haiz... i quite sien lorh dis year CNY

less money... less activity... wad oso less... ish

cause my grandma pass away at january... my mother side de la

so some din give ang pao lorh...

lol... sien la... every year de ang pao oso less then RM350 de...

dis i dunno la... if my parents each of them gave me RM100

times 2 equals to RM200

so my total dis year i get is RM400++ lorh...

dis year gt increase little bit... 

haha

dis year nothin special la...

haiz... feel like nothin to right eh

i think tht's all for today

ok la

byebye

Finally can online!!!

hey guys...

i finally can online.... haha

cause i brought my comp for service...

juz get back... haha so happy

actually i want to change my windows to windows 7...

but tht guy say dunno wad software say din update... 

bla bla bla... so juz change to windows vista...

haha...

actually nothing much say today...

tht's all for today..

byebye

Two feelings in my heart nowadays

erm.. nowadays i dunno why i like...

dunno la... like playboy feeling or wad

hopefully not

i in love with 2 people...

i know it sounds kinda weird...

i just dunno wad happen to me...

i don't want to talk much bout them

cause later let me friends guess out

then i mati... @@

ish... dis 2 girls make me are my good friends...

we treat each other quite friendly...

one is old... another is new....

i had make them knew each other...

now they make friends with each other...

i started dis thing at 3/02/2010 which is on wed...

it just happen yesterday during ECA time...

i dunno wad am i doing...

and i also dunno wad should i do

i felt stuck between them...

both of them gave me a special type of feeling which i haven't experience it before in my life

i don't know why

once i saw them...

i'm speechless to them other then our violin things only

i doesn't have much things to talk to them...

which one shall i choose...?

one of them... my friend say she's quite 'chen gai'

another one my friend is in love with her...

but he not very handsome at all...

but her attitude and looks is not bad for me...

i also felt i can communicate with her quite well

ish... don't know what to do man... like no where to go...

i hope that there is a suitable way for me

haiz... just a old sentence again

let God guide the way for me... T_T

herm... tht's all for today

going to update more blog coming up...

byebye

cross contry ;D

hey guys... my school havin cross country practice tml...

haha... nid to prepare quite many stuff de lorh...

haiz... running shoe la... shirt la.. bla bla bla

tml i will juz walk or jog onli la...

coz tml onli practice ma....

friday nid jog faster thn normal de lorh..

coz racing ma...

haiz... run lorh... oso quite fun de la... 

last time we gt run river de...

damn fun de lorh...

but dis time dun have orh... ish

coz nearby thr gt construction... bla bla bla

de darmindar say de la... haiz...

i knew tht dis time track total is 8km eh

much further thn last time de lorh... = =

let it zadao... haiz

tht's all for today la...

coz nid to prepare stuff for tml...

ok... more update blog will come....

byebye